There is something we become aware of when we embrace the energy body. It is not how we have been taught or imagined. The energy body is beyond our imagination. We become aware of two primary characteristics of our energy body, it's total freedom and it's fierceness. When dreaming with a being, I complained that in this reality, I am superb, my awareness is keen, I have a natural sense of appreciation, I feel very good. When I return, I will be subject to so many forces beyond my apparent control.The answer came. Devoid of your petty concerns and fears this is who you are. Here you are fierce there you are angry, here you are sad, there you despair. Here you are joyful in gratitude for no reason at all, except that you can perceive.
There, things have to conform to an agenda. There, the concerns of others are paramount. Your kind sell yourself for gratification, for attention. In your world you have forgotten who you are. The comings and goings of your life are immaterial, they have only the importance you give them. Here, you know that, there, you have forgotten. Yet the reason you are here in awareness, is because of the supreme effort and motivation you have for consciousness.
It may not seem the best of actions to put gold in the fire, yet we know that gold becomes purified and those things that are not of it's nature are transformed. Human life, the crucible of your existence is where you recognise your nature and become it, and that which is extraneous to your journey is destroyed and transformed in the fire of your existence.
The exigencies of your life will transform you. Welcome them, they are of your conjuring, specifically designed for exactly what you need. Here you are dreaming and your dream body holds sway. Yet daily life is a dream, your perception of it as an immutable reality, is flawed. You have become overwhelmed by your creation and believe you are subject to it. Awake! You are not constrained by anything but your own imagined feebleness. You are the instigator of what you perceive. Recognise your prowess.
Your dreaming body, your energy body is available to you but not when you doubt. Return to your world. Remember your prowess here, engage with the appearance and accept, but tread lightly.
Cultivate only immersion in your being and let it blossom. Your time is now, take responsibility for the thoughts and feelings you invite. To share your daily world is something even the highest souls yearn for. This sense of not-knowing is the battlefield that forges impeccable warriors. Dream well-being, dream allowance, acceptance and acquiescence and you will give yourself to a greater dream. You are called, you have answered. Arise mighty being it is your destiny.
Become yourself, discover your audacity, discover your abandonment, it lies there in the detritus of your life.
You complain, shrink and shirk at what you yourself have created. You are embroiled in it, subject to it you think. An author isn't subject to his prose, why then are you overwhelmed by this that you have penned, that is your life?
The importance you give to things is a learned affair. Drop your attachment to your learning. Many strategies that your species have learned have served them well, yet they are worn. To make the leap into the age that is to be, you have to let go and trust that you have everything you need for this extravagant journey that is your life.